farewell and au revoir.

i'm counting windows by your door
i saw the footprints on the floor
the wet dew drops of fresh new spring
that moment all your dreams take wing
my only regrets were set aside
our intercourse was very snide
these bruises you could never mend
you drill me deep yet i won't bend
the colors long to disappear
to black and white and so unclear
these melodies of pretty things
accompany such obscure dreams
i bade you farewell by the fire
i watched you drink me and run higher
i studied countless little clues
yet still i couldn't reach the truth
now life will pass with no regrets
you've drained me dry, i feel so dead
yet whistling a tune of merriment
i bid you au revoir, we weren't meant